Me and Him - Part 3

 

It's like in the garden, wearing a garland, the rooting plants yielding flowers and fruits unconditionally. However, the same is depicted in the nerves connecting the heart as the emotion is filled by yielding love. Now it's time to get into the degrees. We decided to make plans, and have discussions about the college that we need to join. A plan has been made in the call to discuss it which I am more excited about, since the meeting is personal. 

Now the plan is good and perfectly destinated at the children's park. Clock's thorn waited for minutes to make me beautiful as it is about an hour more to meet him. The Pep+ made its sound for 10 minutes, when I met him at the park. On a chair wearing blue jeans and a black T-shirt😍, a ring presented before, he is sitting and watching his phone. 

Leaves falling, excitement filling, his eyes reflected a white-dressed girl whom he called "Angel" when he stood up by seeing her. His pupil bulged up, legs not in place, as I see myself in his eyes A diary milk is pulled out from his pocket, landing as chocolate in hand and as love in my heart💘

Sat and shared it, made ourselves comfortable, and began to watch each other's eyes with small hesitation since it is our first meet outside school. I started talking by remembering those remarkable happenings with him. He too added some of his events that were in connection to me. "Hey! Do you remember the scenes of prayer?"

"How can I just forget those? I will be waiting for you at the doorstep, where you will slightly place yourself with small steps and those eyes, moves around like a fish😍 which can never be forgotten and this is how I saw you first!" he replied. The portrayal made me feel like a butterfly and too confessed that he got scolded for standing out of the class at that time. 

The above lines made steps for a long conversation about past happenings which created shyness between us. He said that he was in horror at the time of the proposal and too I replied that same happened when I accepted him. He added that this dairy milk is the first chocolate that is presented to me and all the others bought before weren't presented by him. Like these, we were talking for hours.

Chatting with shy and we didn't notice that the time flew off. It's been two and a half hours! I told that I need to leave as a lie is on the house. My parents would have been searching for me. And finally, it is perfect that we didn't even take the topic of college😉 "How about the college?" I asked him. "It's already done dear!" he replied. This shook me up not because he joined but because he did not even inform me.

But when asked about it, a silent answer came from him, "Career!" A silent walk too happened opposite to him with a bye in a sign of accepting his decision. I came to my home, felt unhappy, and cried a lot that we won't be studying in the same college. But, however, I boosted myself by thinking that he is all mine. As time passed, we were separated by college but not by heart. Covid too played an important role in both of our lives as we didn't even get a chance to meet each other.

Video calls and long talks over hours, irrespective of time made me feel better and made me get into him. Life is so bad that I cannot enter college even if it is open. The reason behind it is Covid. I thought that it is a beautiful love story written by the universe! I believed and my hope stands tall in all situations. Getting to know more about him, the place for him in my heart created a throne where I could place him with pride. 

But...............................................

A day arrived, which I prayed it should not appear, but it may be the will of the same universe. I came to know that he was not the person as before. His habits changed slowly, not a calm person who loves me a lot but a rough person who mocks me now! These changes made me uncomfortable, as I drew up the patience and called him rough.

He took the phone and started quarreling, obviously me too. He started saying all his unwanted reasons to keep me aside. I found that and pleased him very much that I cannot offer his throne to anyone. But he didn't even mind about it. He was in his own way. A big phone call made me know his change and revealed his identity.

Not all things but some things made me clear that it won't be a perfect match. Through Bhanu, I came to know that the day when I saw him first, the presence out there, the fight which I thought Vicky solved, but the reality is he is the reason for the fight, didn't solve but made as a bigger one than it is.

Maybe if I have gone through his first appearance (during the fight) in a detailed manner something would have stroked me and the day of break up must have not occurred. But I am still curious that this can't be a reason for his change, there is something more than this. I made a clear-cut vision of it, gathered more info for nearly 3 weeks, and came to know that the break up was because of his brother who ordered him not to have me in life.

It made me so sad and worried a lot not just because of the breakup but because of the reason. He fell prey to his own brother. Complete brainwashing was made and made me distanced by heart. As soon as I came to know about it, I told his brother is the man who is responsible for these incidents but not Vicky. But, however, he remained the same in his decision as his brother's biggest weapon is in the name of caste.

A big cry for hours, days, weeks, and, months😞😞😞😞😞

Everyone consolidated me but I am unable to forget him. I keep on thinking about his moments with me. I missed the days while he was waiting for me outside the tuition, it is that special as he traveled for hours to reach my tuition. But no use of thinking, he is no more in my life. It's hard to digest but it is the reality! It seems that now I need the change too. 

The time is perfect as the college reopens. Very depressed but had a small hope that everything will be perfect one day. A small excitement for meeting new faces which is unavailable in online classes. New teachers, new subjects, and a lot more to come!

Time passed like weeks in calendars, but something always stuck me up. Obviously, it is about him and I thought that he is unforgettable. Suddenly I heard a voice, "One day, you will forget the unforgettable!" Yeah!!!! It is my college friend, we always call him "cool" inside the campus. It seems that cool is talking to someone! It is to be mentioned that he is the person I trust nowadays more than anyone else. I have shared my stories with him because he is a listener, not a person who judges me.

It's really hard to get a true friend like him. All of a sudden, an idea took me, I directly went to him, called him aside, in personal, and asked that "If Vicky was not a good match for me, then why should this universe give signals?"  and too mentioned that I strongly believe on those signals. He just looked at me and said, " Yeah! the universe gives signals but how you understand it is important. Now say to me what were the things that hit you up while you were in love?"

I replied, "Those signals are the butterfly, even Bhanu said it is love and made sure that these things were happening to her" 

He smiled at me and asked, "Does the butterfly come often to your eyes?"

"Yeah! A big yes!"

He smiled again and said, "Those signals are obviously given by the universe to you, but not to tell that you are in love, it is to tell you are about to enter danger."

"The almighty himself sends some beautiful and marvelous things through the universe to save you, but we don't get it right, that's human nature!"

"And Vini, know that the almighty sends bitter signals to indicate a beautiful life and sends an attractive signal to save you from danger and as you know, the butterfly which you saw, again and again, will always be an attractive one! You feel more excited, it would make you feel like a new beginning, but these are the games played by nature"

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From now, I am clear and satisfied with his teachings. However I hope I won't get any butterflies in the future but if it is, I will overcome it.  I completely agree with the things he says because I got a wrong impression about Cool for the first time and it continued which was nearly a bitter signal. But later came to know that he is always a sweet friend and a lifelong well-wisher for me!

He proved his teachings without knowing where the Vini-Vicky story ended as an illusion!